Alright... what the hell is the use of reasoning -- I'd like to know.
Pweh.
I am sorry Athens, but self-righteous little twits or not...pweh.
To my darlings, I leave the verdict to you.
En quote:
I officially don't care what she thinks. Who is she? If you know me, you probably can tell who this girl is. She is so unbelievably clueless about anything to do with me, yet she dares to criticise. Hn. I wish I never met her. It would make my very busy life less confusing. No one comes here anyway so I can rant as peaceably as possible. They want to hunt me down? Sure. Fine. Tell me another one. At least I can express my feelings in a way that doesn't entail using 'fuxing' 'shit' and other curse words. I never hurt the alleged senior that she is talking about. She just left me. That is it. I was in the craft longer and I quit in gr. 6 or as it seven....I can deal with that and all her other remarkably false statements. Oh, and she actually claimed that she was my 'senior' in the craft and that she gave me advice I didn't listen to. Whoopee. The only things I ever talked about with her was Elvira and her plaintive attempts at suicide. She is just plain vindictive and I finally agree with what Elvira said. She is a liar and I hope that one day she will become a better person . I can't even get angry. I just feel bad for her, honestly. I don't know if I even want to hang out with her 'darling eden'. I like her a lot and she's really nice but I just can't stomach the fact that she is being lead around by a wiccan that doesn't deserve the Craft. I should try to help her get away. She (vindictive girl) even threatened to 'bind' me. Haha. I'm sure the last person that tried that remembers it. Plus, no decent wican would do it. So, therefore... she isn't a decent wiccan. And what would she bind? Can't anyone figure out that I had the powers before taking it up and that my lola just taght me it so I could control my loose energy? plus I don't think those of the higher up would appreciate her attempting.
Too bad about her being vindictive. I really liked the way she wrote her story in the 'Light Under Water' thing but I can't support a person like that. Sorry na lang, Kaoru. After this rant, I won't mention her trangressions anymore.
Oh, and I suppose you have the right to judge whether someone has a right to the Craft?
Eden is a very promising girl. Her skills simply need to be honed. And being wiccan is a personal choice and one that takes the Craft as a way of life. And if Eden chooses to learn -- pweh. Doll, one thing about Wicca is that it isn't exclusive. You make it sound that way -- which it is not.
Power on the otherhand is innate to all -- that is why the call comes. So technically, when you think about it -- you are not the only one doll who has had her abilities since birth. Perhaps, yes, we'll give you a little more credit considering that you had a tutor at an earlier age -- but that doesn't make you better than the rest of us.
And don't call me a liar, mon petit. I know a lot more about you -- defended you several times -- and yes, I valued your friendship.
I also appreciate what friendship you have with Nenloth, considering that that sweet girl can be friends with just about anybody.
And short term as people's memories can be, yes, we did talk about the Craft once. The Craft, Elvira and my plaintive attempts at suicide. Doll, you talk about not judging people to quick -- heh -- speak for yourself. What do you know about what I went through at that time? Hm? And I don't have to explain myself to a brick wall such as yourself. What's the use of defending when all I'll ever get in return is one-sided criticism, hm?
'Vira left? Yeah...in some little way I guess she did. (Yes, doll, kick me if you want. But how many times did you hurt over this little chit, eh?) Left for reasons that I'll leve you to ask her.
Vindictive. Yeah...I can be that. You can't be a bitch if you aren't vindictive.
But don't you dare call me a liar. I've been called that one too many times and I really do not appreciate being labeled as something I'm not. Do not start something with me that you'll regret, Hope.
Again, Athena, I'll have to apologize in my own little way to you. But heck. If you don't believe a word I say well then...we'll just have to leave it at that.
I have been judged by this one and others like her -- your particular worry over me 'abusing' what I have is also uncalled for.
I do not abuse.
I know the consequences of abusing and I do not want to go back there again. And fyi, this is NOT about the 2nd year incident. This one happened looooong before I knew you. Long before I met you and realized that what I've managed to harness within me I do not have to know of alone.
Pweh. I should have known that this would happen. Considering that paranoia gets in the way.
And that last bit about the binding? Chit, I know the mechanics. I have done it before and I will do it agai if only to protect those I call my own.
Hmph. And to think we used to be friends. And to think I knew people who tried to be your friends. That superiority complex chit -- it sends hell through the system.
version 2.0 -
And I'd even dream
for the real world.
Oh I,
I want to go back to
believing in everything
and knowing nothing at all.
Where has my heart gone?
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger.
Oh I,
I want to go back to believing
in everything.
I still remember...
